Moved.
So, today I asked myself: What exactly am I fighting for? What exactly am I living for?
Am I doing all these because of obligations or because it has already became part of a routine, or because I really want this?
At times, I wonder. Is this all worth it?
Is this really what I want?
I have no clue.
Sigh. Time will tell.
First battle's tomorrow. The nervesssssssss are killing me.
Can't believe such minute things could actually make me happy and accomplished. Which actually makes me realise something. I may be hoping to have a special someone every now and then, but really, I am happy and contented with how I am right now. Until someone or something is worth the change, I wanna live in my own little bubble. Teeheexzxz.
If I have the time,
I would definitely pursue my lifelong interest -- hiphop.
You will forever occupy a place in my heart.
I may have an issue with just a friend, but I know there are many many friends out there who care and always will be there just to hear me rant.
Thanks guys. You all know who you are. Especially YOU, the one who made me smile.
((: Goodnight everyone.
Friends.
What exactly does it mean?
To think that I was always there for you, whenever you need someone to rant to. Worrying about you because you were so stressed up with school. Secretly crying myself to sleep when I got to know you will be leaving. Who was the one who stood by you when all your so-called 'close friends' ganged up against you?
But you? Always so busy with goodness-knows-what. Yet have time for other friends. Excuses are oh i have family this i have family that.
Oh really?
You will find time IF you're sincere enough to. You will find time IF we mean something to you.
Utter disappointment.
Fuck, I don't even know why I'm crying. You're probably not even worth the tears. Ohgawd. Why do i even bother?!
Ugh.
Seems like I have a long way to go. Tomorrow will be the first ever obstacle. Hope I survive.
Time to be strong, Serene.
Really really wanted internship first. :( I don't know why the hell I'm feeling so upset. This feels way worse than failing a paper. Oh gawd.
Took part in 5 events - 3 Golds, 2 Silvers (:
Received compliments from some of the spectators and competitors. And that alone was enough to make my day. It all felt too darn incredible.
Didn't even feel stressed or worried or tired. Were completely having fun and enjoying ourselves on the dance floor and going all out.
Thanks teacher Melvin, and Edna who was always helping us.
Guess our hard work really did pay off. Gonna work doubly hard for the next comp!
